I have to submit a picture to the publisher this week for my bio and I have to say that every picture I look at I LOATHE! The reason being because I have MAJOR self-esteem issues. When I was a teenager and into my early twenties I was very slim, and pursued a modeling career. Then my thyroid stopped working and I put on a LOT of weight in a very short time. By the time I was done gaining weight I was almost 20o pounds. In fact at my heaviest I was 198. I have lost twenty pounds so far and am feeling great, however whenever I look at a picture of me all I see is the fat, and I think I look like the good year blimp.
This means that nothing I look at I will like. Which really sucks because I need to submit a picture 🙁 oh well I guess I just have to choose and send it in.